codexspectra: a purple jelly-fish like creature on a black background (istus)
Last night I was struck with an awful insomnia. I couldn't understand what was happening other than a general anxiety. Sure, there are a lot of reasons I could have had that intense anxiety that nothing that usually calmed me down would work. One of which was if I did everything I needed to at work to ensure that the openers would have a good start. My manager tends to get on my ass a lot if I do xyz wrong but because abc was done right it doesn't get noticed because how would you tell? So seeing the manager tomorrow makes me full of nerves.

I don't know. Things were weird last night. I did some reading, I played games, I watched videos, I scrolled. Eventually I took some melatonin, which is my last ditch effort to sleep and played more of a game for another hour before the added sleepiness kicked in and I could try getting some sleep. Of course, that didn't last long because I kept waking up every so often. I have no idea why I was like this. It doesn't happen often, but when it hits, it hits.
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